Friday, June 20, 2008
today, reality struck.i'll be out of this cca in 1month & 5days time.
:'(
this cca, has meant so super much to me. ever since 4years ago. yes i counted correctly. 4years ago. hahaaa but p6 i was sooo determined to get into handbells when i enter sec1. hahah though my determination didnt show as strongly as carmen's :P woah she was so scary man. like, havent even write out the list this
sigh, its just something really saddening. i know everyone can't wait to get out of their cca. but really, handbells IS more than a cca. & you don't know how much this year's group really means to me.
promise me we'll perfect the songs together, & get at least a GOLD next year okay?
meanwhile, treasure your time in handbells.
i really really thank God for giving me a chance for this position. its something i never really expected or aimed for from the very beginning. haha i remember telling myself all that matters is that i get into performing! okay no first was to pass the audition. next was to get to performing. hahaha yea i remember i was ultra scared. then suddenly ms sim called me on the phone hahah WHEE! :D
yes so i really really thank God for giving me this position, for my seniors who gave me the chance & encouraged me a whole lot on the way, the teachers who gave me the chance, to Ms Sim especially for encouraging so so so much even after you left :), for all of you, mghandbellchoir2008 for respecting me & priscilla as your leaders. you really made my 2008 shine :)
"well other than that, i'm quite glad to see that its quite a big improvement"
Mrs Aw
(hahah well i guess its compared to last year! cherryfong & i were discussing our current status of our songs, & we agreeed that right now our standard was the standard we played for last year's concert whoohooo!)
ahahaa so i'm in a moody mood now.. cus its so so sad! hence, i should burrow myself in my amath. & convince myself that studying for Olevels aint that bad without handbells as a relief. hahaha BLAH. i'll really miss of you!!!
oh maaaan, someone cheer me up! haha!